Moving forward 2014!

It was great to spend time alone on the first day of the year. Try not to recall your old days and past years memories, it maybe sad and happy yet you shouldn't waste your first day, checking up your lists or being regretful of what you have done. Instead, you should try spending some time alone, reflecting who you are and what is your inner potential. Making a new year revolution sounds a yearly routine for everyone as an attempt to be achieve, still, it may not be entirely work without measuring one's habit or behaviour. I believe spending time alone may bring a huge impact for our year, it's really essential for one to be genuine and to understand ourselves before we step forward and look around. Today, I woke up with a major headache, however, looking at the sun shines out of the window, I know it's not a day to stay home. I instantly freshen myself and dress up to have a coffee and some breakfast, reading some articles while thinking what's my upcoming plan for the day. I knew its neither only about wishing others nor just looking at those pictures on social media, it's a day which is going to reflect my attitude for this year. I felt relieve when I came upon to have some positive traits, telling myself not to look back, just let go whatever shits had happened. It maybe hard as memory its the thing requires time to fade off in which I believe throughout the period, it will! Also, it will be so stupid to use your 365days looking back those moments. Therefore, just live with it when you realizes how much time you have spent on last year recalling those, you may just notice " Shit, I just missed out some fun!" After all be cheers and blessed that you are still alive, surviving in this world dealing with some excitement! :)

Back On Track 2+4

It has been a buzz time in which I has neglected to update any. After all,I'm already officially turning to 2+4 and yes it isn't equal to 6! (Tho how I wish I am) It's been a week that I have carried this numbers and I felt, 24 is really a indecisive moment as it's an age above 21 and below 25. Literally, I feel by this age, I should have stepped forward and bring up my courage in dealing with all the matters. Not to say I have to settle dow, get a man and married. But it's a time where I should have a clear path to head on and moving forward, keep walking regardless any obstacles that will be surrounding me. Nevertheless, I did take a step in which I celebrated by having a great brunch with my mates, chillax in cafe and bought a reading entitled, "Small message, Big impact". This book is pretty interest me, it teaches me how to create an impromptu conversation within 3minutes, how to start a elevator speech and etc. I solely think this book is really useful for my career use. Honestly, I think in most of the industry we may need to learn as we will never know who we will bumped in the next minute, right? Also, every second counts a cents and I'm sure it's going to help most of us to make a deal by reading and learning the techniques of it. Again, back to the beginning, I think I had enough for the past two years, celebrating my birthday in the clubs, had a massive hang-over and drunk nights, meeting some AWE peeps and feel the laziness on the next morning. This has tortured me, for sure, I just want to get rid of all these and be a woman instead of a girl. Flashing back to my 23, I feel I had grown and learned a lot, I'm glad that I've met all the nice people whom has encouraged me, motivated me, inspired me, by my side and has brought some brights to me. There were so many of the gratitudes that I wish to express to each of them and I truly feel bless to have them around.Also, not forgetting for those who has discouraged me and let me down, it wasn't really your fault and I wouldn't keep the blame on you as forgiveness is gifted to me, I will definitely take it as a lesson to learn. I understand I have a long journey to pursue and I have to come over with all the fears and difficulties before I made it to the top. Therefore, I wrote this note to remind myself that I will be accomplish at least 24 things by this year.

Tik tok the Snapshot

While filtering through my Facebook Timeline, there were so many flasback pop-ups in my head like the pictures in which has recalled the memories. Somehow i just discern that some people remained the same after years while some have already took a step, moving into a different path. This has resulted a thought which no matter how amazing the memories both used to share could be a pictures that isn't worth to hold. It might turn to be a draft which all the colors have evaporated and in the end..maybe a piece of plain note to be re-used? Perhaps that's the life said, people tend to come-and-go, in-and-out. Despite the dreams and images both have hatched, it will still fade away once both turns to be a stranger. Though the camera was invented to capture the indelible and enduring moment, it's still built-in a "Delete" button which could erase all the happenings. Of course, brain could be the best index to keep all these if you're fortunate enough not to mention having a brain-cancer or Alzheimer. Well, what I am trying to say is people tend to grow ages by ages, years by years, our brain could only fit in the significant pieces.There is no way that we could possibly remember everything throughout the entire life we had unless we're born to be a genius.For instance, we don't remember our childhood, only if we have a childhood friend who grow with us, sharing the daily routine and keep recalling the idiotic things we done together. Likewise, we will never happen to cite our past except those which has leveraged our life.

-Pictures are the past which has constituted the future dreams, despite the significance it has brought, it will never persist as a virtue sketch-

1+1

Sometimes, life isn't about one, it requires both to make it happening. Of course you can choose to live alone rather than being fill by others, however, the truth is each of everyone was born to have a flaw within. That's the reason why we need another one whom can fill our imperfections to make it impeccable. Regardless we 're seeking a partner for life-long or temporary, we still need a companion like friends, love ones and family. These are the people whom actually lade our life with splendorous, rapturous, disheartened, aspiration or maybe dash hopes and etc. Also, this is how the life define as to be ups and downs, we need people whom makes us grow and change in order to live better.They're the other half who guides, teaches and motivates us. Even the critics will do, to push us further, turns the flaw in us becoming our strength. We will never know as the variation can only be tell through periodically. Yet, living all by yourself in your own world wouldn't make any distinctive change, it will only demolish the meaning of life and making it more inadequately. So, why not just look around, be blessed that you're surrounding by people and not alone, cherish every moment that you had with them, and do not live with any regrets.

-Life Journey can be delightful with one another, exploring the insights as you travel and walk upon it with barefooted-

Relationships x Tarots Reading

Girls tend to be emotional and sensitive when they are involved in a relationship, especially for those who has been hurt and cheated for few, it's never easy to rebuild the trust in it. They tend to feel insecure and this is why those tarot card readings and fortune tellings work on them. For instance, I did try to go for the tarot readings like every year, but it seems the prediction doesn't really comes in real. Anyway, the last one where I went, the tarot card reader actually made some point and she had instantly remind me, "You will never meet the right person till you discover who you really are". My head immediately got bang and I was "That's so true about it!" The sentence that she said was referring that if you have not been individual or being yourself for some time, realizing what you want, even there is a person whom is to-be destined, he/ she will never turn out to be the right person in your life. After all, I read a graph from a bible which it says "What's the point of having the whole world without your own soul?" Well, somehow it correlate with the relationships too, what's the point of having a person in your life when your spirit isn't there? Sometimes, we just have to be brave enough to deal with it, take the challenge and keep trying, the right person will eventually come. Do not be afraid of trusting in ones or to love, as these are what makes the spectacular flaws. Even you've been hurt, just take some time to heal it not a person to hide it.

A little this and that

Well, sometimes life seem to be short, so we just have to take an initiative to pursue whatever we are passionate of. Life may not always seem to go well as we thought or as we have expected for. Sometimes, we just gotta put a lil' effort in making it true or turn it to be real. For instance, what if we have the opportunity yet we decide to turn it off? Maybe you might think that in life, we are always given for the second chance to live and there is always a new chance coming over. Yet, in real life, people never happens to be as fortunate as they always thought of. We just have to create our own chance, "miracle is a power that keeps people stay strong" however, "miracles come from nowhere but a faith that recall the potential" which means miracle doesn't just happen, it happens when we have the faith and that's what keep us going on by swelling our inner power to no limitations. Yes, do not underestimate the "power" of human being, the potential in one is actually unlimited just like an universe. John Galsworthy once said "When Man evolved Pity, he did a queer thing- deprived himself of the power of living life as it is without wishing it to become something different."

-Destiny couldn't change who you are, but you have the ability to control the destiny and make a change in creating a New Life of Yours"-

Shhh~

Not being surprise or wondering what's it about, obviously this article is about "Girls Talk" which is a corner for girls to bitch around. *no offense* If you are feeling uncomfortable in reading it, please kindly press "x" instead of making your both eyes suffering on the words. LOL!

Let me flashback a few days back when I was having a "tea-time" with my both girls, it was kinda unbelievable that we were supposedly to party like a rock star in Spark101(Taipei) than sitting on a 24hours chinese restaurant having a bubble tea and coffee till 6am. Yea, nothing wrong with your eyes, it's 6 man!
Do allow me to summarize how did we end up there, apparently, my dearie kakis(Malaysian-language means "goodfriend") May, Mickey and  Vivian wanted to party together along with me ever since the last party we went which is on May, kinda a LONG while too i think*! So, here it comes, we decided to go Spark101 and waiting for my HongKee friends to join us in a later while we were waiting for Mickey to meet us up over there. After all, we met this guy whom May said it was a friend of Mickey and May tried to be friendly, saying hi and bla bla bla. Throughout the conversation, May was asking if the guy would willing to buy us a drink *in a humourous way* and the guy said "Oh well, Spark is so boring, I will surely get you girls a drink if we're in Luxy".
So here it comes when Mickey was here and we decided to switch to Luxy since the guy did tell May he has a guestlist too, anyway, when we got there, we have nothing AT ALL! Eventually, we all were apart, Mickey decided to go home whereas 3 of us were sitting in the restaurant's couch and started our buzz-ing time.
We were sorta analyzing the guy's behavior and we shared our perspection on him with a conclusion - This guy is truly a hypocrite whom isn't a gentleman. Well, maybe we were just having a short guess which does not result to any accuracy.Anyway how, this was how we brought up the topic of the moment - Guys - We later talk about a friend whom was desperately wanting to have a white boyfie, happen to be a mess just because she thought the guy (whom she met in the club) will see her as a potential girlfie (this is so DUMB) but not at all.
We came out with these few sentence to remind girls, "Do not try to be a wall when your bricks have not been completely stack" - simply means don't tey to act out when you are not in the level, if not, you may turn out to be a mess just like her. Lastly, "Filter your brain before you gain the tumour" - It's just like play-safe before you mummify into the catacomb.

Every girl worth a guy who will fight just to attain her smile, otherwise, she should probably just do whatever that makes herself happy e.g shopping/ partying with a limit .